It's hard to love someone so much in this taught moment and not being able to give them a simple hug. Our talk now is more about how we can be happy together without harming each others.
She is still crying and keep asking me how I feel about the new situation. " Everything is gonna be ok, Baby!", I kept saying.
I AM AFRAID. Yes, I am for the first time in my whole life I'm afraid of losing the one I loved the most. Sadness, shock and not being able to believe my baby will have to suffer from diabetes for the rest of her life.
I kept reading about how couple are dealing with it but nothing much. Simple advices from doctors and "experts". I hate it, I hate how it's so unclear.
She is slipping away. Trying to make me happy by letting me live a normal life. What makes it worst is, I travel to another country for work.
It's hard, really hard. She is dealing with the news by herself and not sharing with me her pain.
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